Sunday, July 7, 2013

1 in 7,000,000,000


A grain of sand on a beach.  A flicker of light upon the sea.  A shadow stretched across a snowy plain.  A leaf gently rolling in the breeze.   I am one of many.  I am one in seven billion.  I am just a second in a century.  I’m a flower, here today and gone tomorrow.  Do I matter? I’d like to.  But how can just one in seven billion matter?  What am I compared to the countless that have come before me?  To those that are living now?  To those that will come?
There are answers to those questions.  I’ve read them plastered across motivational posters above adorable kittens and shooting stars.  I've heard them on the lips of self-help gurus selling the secret of happiness for the bargain price of $19.95.  I've watched them unfold dramatically on after-school specials.   And now that I've asked the questions once again, I can’t help but wonder what cliché will be sacrificed upon the alter of my pretentiousness.   What answer will I use to assuage the side effects of the pill of humility I have swallowed.  What answers are left?

Just as I am about to throw in the towel, just as I am about to raise my white flag and acknowledge my insignificance, I hear a whisper on the wind.  A voice in the wilderness telling me to look around and see.   So, I do and it’s beautiful.  I am just a second in a century but I am also more than that.  I am a son, I am a friend and I am a brother.   I am a husband and a father. I am just one in seven billion, but to them I am the one in seven billion. 

Thursday, June 13, 2013


 In a small-town café, a young, successful businessman finds himself stranded and on a collision course with fate. 

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Thursday, May 30, 2013

 
Do you believe in miracles?
 
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Wednesday, May 15, 2013

The Shadow Man



There is a man they say

Who travels to and fro

Though you’ve never seen him

He’s closer than you know

With piercing eyes of crimson

And figure black as flint

He’s as clever as a shadow

As cunning as the serpent

If you ever meet him

 Beware the greatest sin

No matter what he tells you

Never let him in.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

The Knight's Crescendo


 


“Esme…”

                In the glimmer of the solitary sunbeams cleaving the ominous gray sky, he thinks he sees her face, but only for a second as the howls of the enemy and cries of the dying rip him back into reality. 

                It has been a hard fight, a terrible fight.  His chest plate is battered and pierced and warm blood seeps from a wound under his chainmail. He moves to address the wound but when he touches his side an excruciating pain lights up his body causing his chest to heave violently.   He grits his teeth until the pain subsides and like a terrible wave retreating to the sea, it finally does.  His body weakening and threatening to betray him, he lifts his eyes and surveys the battlefield.  He quickly realizes he is the last of his order still able to carry on and in sadness, drops his head and mourns the loss of his brothers.  At that moment scattered drops of rain begin to fall from the sky and the knight catches a glimpse of his reflection in the pool of water collecting at his knees. 

“Get up old man.” He whispers. “You’re not dead yet.” 

 Yet…

He plunges his hand into the blood-soaked mud and searches until he finds the hilt of his sword.  He grips it and lifts his blade out of the mire.  Using the sword as a brace, he climbs to his feet.  Once standing he feels the gravity of his years upon his shoulders.  A life’s worth of violence and regret in pursuit of honor and wealth weighing on him more than metal and mail he is wearing.  It is neither the time nor place to indulge such thoughts but he can’t help it.  They pierce his soul like the sharpest arrows, wounding him more than the point of a sword or end of the lance ever could.  The most poignant of these arrows belongs to the one shimmer in his life, the one worthy conquest, to her.  The woman who saw the flicker of good amongst the bad, the woman he loves, the woman he left behind.  It pains him so, but what was he to do?  It is not in his nature to stay and live in peace but to die in combat in service of his lord.  Love, as great and noble as it may be, bows to honor and courage.  To ask why he does not, for as the future scribe will say, “Theirs not to reason why, theirs but to do and die.”  And now, as the enemy encircles him, there is nothing left to reason but to do just as proscribed.  So, the old, wounded knight lifts his helmet from the muck and slips it over his weary head then takes his sword in both hands and braces for his last overture.  In seconds the performance begins and he battles admirably.  He is brave.  He is skillful. He is desperate.  It is as if he is an artist and the battlefield is his stage.  With his sword as his brush, he slashes and stabs like he is young again, splashing red onto the murky canvas.  But it is not enough to overcome the enemy that encroaches upon him and like his fallen brethren he is brought low by their overwhelming and relentless attack.  The enemy, satisfied with their hard-fought victory, step back in admiration as he collapses to his knees.  His masterpiece finished, his overture complete, the knight looks toward the sky just as the sun breaks through the clouds and with his last breath, whispers her name. 


Monday, May 6, 2013

An old man with a haunted past wakes up in the morning to find footprints leading from his house...


 
Jack Daniels, an old dog named Sarge and Footprints in the Snow.

                He awoke to the barks of his old friend Sarge.

                He leaned up in his bed, “What do you want this early in the morning?”  He pulled the covers up to his chin, “Go back to bed.”

                Sarge, who had grown fat and listless in his old age, usually kept to his self, but on this morning he was acting out of character.  He barked again at the old man.

                “Sarge!”  The old man said angrily, “I’m not in the mood to be bothered by you.  Go to bed!” 

                Finally, Sarge relented and trudged away in frustration.  

                The old man attempted to fall back asleep, but after a few aggravating moments of tossing and turning, he sat up.  He reached over and fumbled with the miscellaneous junk on his night stand until he found his glasses.  He slipped them over his rugged nose and glanced at the clock.

                “Eleven thirteen…” He grumbled, “too early.” 

                Agitated, he slipped his feet into his slippers and shuffled out of the room.  He went to bathroom and grabbed some Tylenol from the medicine cabinet, popped them in his mouth and chased it with a glass of tap water. 

                He crept down the stairs holding his aching head.  He looked at Sarge lying curled up into a ball next to the front door.

                “What’s got you so bent out of shape this morning?” 

                The old dog lifted his head a bit and whined. 

                He waved him off, “Bah,” Then shuffled to the kitchen.  Through the back kitchen window he could see that the night had brought a fresh coat of snow. 

                 “Whatever happened to global warming?”  He mumbled, “I need a drink.” 

                He shuffled over to his liquor cabinet but stopped before opening it.  Hanging on his wall between his phone and the cabinet was the fishing calendar his daughter had sent him the previous Christmas.  The date caught his eye.  December 23… Instantly, a horrifying scene from his past replayed itself.  There were bright lights and squealing tires followed by the screams of his two passengers.   Then he saw the 13 year old version of his daughter crying over the loss of her friend.  When it was over he was trembling.  He threw open the liquor cabinet and snatched a bottle of Jack Daniels. He started to drink straight from the bottle when Sarge barked again.

                “Ah shut it!”

                The dog labored to its feet and whined as he scratched the door.

                The old man gripped the bottle tightly and reared back to throw it, “I said shut it!”  He paused when he realized what he was about to do and lowered his voice, “I’m sorry boy.” 

                The old man sat the bottle on the counter and walked to the door, “You want out?”

                Sarge pawed the door and the old man opened it but the dog refused to budge.

                He leered down at Sarge, “Go on then.” 

                Sarge barked again and pointed.  The old man glanced outside and saw foot prints leading to and from his front door.

                “Visitors?  I haven’t had a visitor in years.” 

                It was true.   Even Jehovah’s Witnesses didn’t come knocking.

                The old man peered out over the snow.  At the end of his drive way was the blurry silhouette of a man getting ready to climb into a car.  The old man quickly slipped on his boots and stumbled out into the snow, “Wait!”

                He was too late.   He watched in disappointment as the car pulled away. 

                He gestured angrily, “Bah!  Probably just some ragamuffin salesman trying to sell me more silverware anyway.” 

                The old man stumbled back to his front door, where he found an enveloped hastily pinned to the wood. 

                “What’s this?” He asked as he snatched it off the door.   He carried the envelope inside and sat down at the kitchen table where he tore it open.  Inside was a letter. 

                Reggie,

                I knocked but no one answered.  I wanted to tell you that I forgive you for what happened to Sarah.  Please forgive youself.  I want to talk.  Give me a call on my cell.  555-7160.

                                                                                               -Bob

                Tears filled his eyes as he read the letter.  He saw the bottle of whiskey sitting on the counter.  He hurried over to it.  He reached for it but paused, then picked up the phone instead and dialed the number. 

                It rang then a voice he hadn’t heard in many years came over the line.

                “Hello.” 
 
                “Bob,” The old man said, “It’s Reggie, I got your letter…”            

THE END

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Blake Winters is a question mark, an enigma, a mystery, the son of a local hero who, in his own mind, is the apple that fell far from the tree.  Blake gave up his dream of escaping his father’s shadow long ago and has become sadly content with just blending in. But things change in an instant when his father wakes him up in the middle of the night and orders him to take his little sister and drive to the family’s secluded lake house.  Blake soon discovers that his world has been thrown into perilous chaos by a mysterious sickness that has turned much of the population into monsters.   If he’s going to survive and protect the most important things to him, Blake must become what he never thought possible.